Chapter 15 of 26
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The key board behind the front desk had twenty-two brass hooks, and at half past six on Saturday morning every one of them was bare.
Gideon stood and looked at it with a cup of coffee going cold in his hand. He had walked a good many full hotels. None of them had pleased him as much as that board did.
“I haven’t seen it like that since 2019,” Winnie said. She was in a cardigan the colour of raspberries, one he had never seen before. “I keep counting the hooks in case one fell off.”
“How’s the north wing?”
“Room 19 came down at six and asked whether the floor was original. I said it was older than I am and had been under a carpet since 1987. She wants to book for October.” Winnie turned the reservations book toward him. “The spaniel is in number two and has been very good. The man from Albany wants it known that he never needed to think about it.”
The inn had been full since Friday afternoon, and it would be full until Monday morning. The eight north-wing rooms had gone on sale on Thursday, as written on the back of Paquette’s lumber receipt, and the last of them had been taken before the paint smell was out of the corridor.
He looked into the dining room on his way out. Breakfast did not start until seven, and there were already people at nine of the eleven tables, with more on the porch holding cups. The baskets were on the cloths. Each one had croissants in it and thick slices of brioche. Camille had made a compote from the first rhubarb in Emmett’s garden. Through the kitchen door he could hear Arlo calling eggs.
He did not go into the kitchen. He had not been asked.
From the top of the lawn he could see the bakery line. It ran from the porch steps along the gravel, past the staff lot and the lilacs, and out of the end of the drive. Then it turned and went along the verge of the road until the hedge hid it. He counted as far as ninety heads and gave up.
He was on the dock at half past seven.
Biscuit lay at the second pair of posts, tied bow and stern. He had stepped her mast at six and left the sail rolled against it. A new coil of line lay on the planks, thirty feet of it, measured twice. He had the wetsuit on, and the navy life jacket over it, and he lowered the thermometer on its string and counted to sixty.
It said fifty-eight.
He looked at the figure for a while. Then he laid the thermometer on the grass where it could be read, and stood beside it, and waited.
The cottage door opened at eight minutes to eight. Lucille Bouchard came down first with the stool and the thermos. Tilly followed in the purple coat and the yellow jacket, with the mayonnaise jar in her arms. They crossed the lawn at the usual pace, and Tilly stopped on the grass a good ten feet from him. She had never stopped that far away before.
“Good morning,” Gideon said.
“Good morning.” She did not come nearer. She set the jar down between her boots, and he saw that there was nothing in it. “Mémé, what time is it?”
Lucille looked at her watch. “Seven fifty-three.”
“Then it isn’t yet,” Tilly said.
She stood with her feet together. She had a piece of glass in her right hand, and he could see a corner of green between her fingers. She looked at the boat and at the dock, and once, briefly, at him. He did not speak. He had worked out on the Northway what he would say to her, and on Sunday morning at half past six he had said it from the cottage step. She had heard him out and answered, “You missed one, then. So it’s the first rule,” and gone back inside. He had known the rule. This was the first time he had seen the jar.
“Mémé?”
“Seven fifty-six.”
A fish jumped out past the swim raft, which Emmett had floated on Wednesday. Up at the inn a screen door banged. Gideon kept his hands at his sides. He had sat across tables from men who used silence to make him talk, and they had been amateurs.
“Seven fifty-nine,” Lucille said, without being asked.
Tilly unscrewed the blue lid and laid it on the grass. She held her fist over the mouth of the jar. Her lips were moving, and he understood that she was counting the last sixty herself.
“Eight,” said Lucille.
The glass dropped. It rang once against the bottom, with nothing in there to soften it.
“That’s one,” Tilly said. She screwed the lid on. “The other four are on my windowsill, in a line. They were real Saturdays. I’m keeping them. But they aren’t in the count, because the count is in a row and they aren’t in a row any more.”
“No,” he said. “They aren’t.”
“I didn’t put them back with my other greens. They’re separate.”
“I think that’s right.”
She examined him to see whether he would add anything. He did not, and she seemed to find that acceptable. She picked up the jar and carried it to her grandmother, and then she came the last ten feet and looked down at the thermometer.
“Fifty-eight,” she read. Her head came up. “You said sixty. You said it was your rule and it goes next to Maman’s.”
“I did say sixty.”
“Fifty-eight isn’t sixty.”
“It’s two short.” He crouched so that he was not talking down at her. “Here’s what I can offer you, and you can tell me whether it’s cheating. Sixty is for sailing off by yourself, with nobody near. Today there’s a line on the boat. It’s thirty feet long, and one end stays tied to the post. I’m in the water beside you the whole way, close enough to touch. I asked your mother on Thursday, and she said yes to exactly that. When it reads sixty, the line comes off. It won’t come off before.”
Tilly looked at the coil on the dock. “How far is thirty feet?”
“Ten yards. From the post to about where that ripple is.”
“That’s a different rule. That’s a new one.”
“It is. I’m telling you it’s new. I’m not going to pretend it’s the old one.”
She thought about it with her whole face. “It’s allowed,” she said at last. “But it has to have a name, so it doesn’t get mixed up. It’s the rope rule.”
“The rope rule.”
“Who ties the rope?”
“You do.”
She walked onto the dock. He waded in from the beach. Fifty-eight was a good deal kinder than fifty had been, though it still took his breath at the waist. He came round to the lake side of the boat and held her steady. Tilly knelt on the planks and made the line fast to the post, muttering about the hawk. She pulled on it with both hands. Then she passed him the other end, and he ran it to the ring on the stern, and she leaned out and watched him tie that one and made him pull on it too.
She got into the boat in under a minute. She did not look at the gap.
“Sprit,” she said.
He loosed the sail and held the line out to her. She hauled until the wrinkle went out of it, and he made it off. The little white square filled and shook. There was a light wind out of the south-west, warm, hardly enough to move the flag on the pole. He slid the daggerboard down and put the red mainsheet in her left hand.
“This is the engine,” he said. “Pull it in and she goes. Let it out and she stops. The tiller steers, the same as on the grass. I’m going to untie the bow and the stern from the dock. The long line stays. Tell me when.”
Tilly looked up the lawn. He looked too. Lucille was on her stool with the jar in her lap. Above her, on the kitchen porch, a figure in white had come out to the rail. Camille had a tray rack behind her and a line of two hundred people beside her, and she was standing quite still with her arms held away from her jacket. They were white with flour to the elbow.
“When,” said Tilly.
He let go the two short lines. Biscuit drifted a foot off the dock. He walked beside her through chest-deep water with one hand on the gunwale, and felt the hull come alive against his palm, the way a small boat does when the wind first takes her.
“Pull in a little,” he said.
She pulled. The sail stopped shaking. The boat leaned an inch and began to move, and water chuckled under her blunt bow. Tilly’s back went rigid. She was staring at the bottom of the boat, at her own red boots.
“Don’t look at your feet. Look where you want to go.”
“Where do I want to go?”
“You’re the skipper. Pick something.”
Her chin came up. She looked along the shore, north, toward the cedars. “The raft.”
“Then look at the raft.”
She looked at the raft. The tiller steadied in her hand. Biscuit straightened and went on, slow as a walking man, and he took his hand off the gunwale and walked beside her with the water at his chest. She had gone two yards by then, and she went on to three.
At five a puff came down off the lawn. It was nothing, a breath, but it laid the boat over a hand’s width and brought the lake up toward the rail on her side. Tilly made a small sharp sound. His arm went out before he had thought.
“Don’t help!” she shouted.
He stopped with his fingers an inch from the gunwale.
“Don’t! I’m doing it!” Her voice was high and furious. She was not looking at him. She was looking at the raft, as she had been told. Her left hand opened a little and the red sheet ran out six inches. The sail spilled its wind. The boat came upright.
“That was the right thing,” he said, when he could trust his voice. “How did you know?”
“You said it’s the engine. I turned it down.” She pulled the sheet in again, carefully, and Biscuit gathered herself and went on. “Don’t put your hand there. I can see it and it’s distracting.”
He put both hands behind his back and walked.
She sailed the rest of it alone. It was perhaps twenty seconds. He had taught a great many children their first ten yards, and he had never before had to breathe through his teeth to get to the end of them. The line came up out of the water behind her, dripping, and drew taut. The boat stopped with a gentle jerk and swung her bow to the wind, and the sail began to flap.
Tilly looked round at the line. She looked at the dock, which was thirty feet behind her, and at the water in between.
“I went all of it,” she said.
“You sailed ten yards. Nobody touched the boat.”
“The rope’s too short.”
“It’s the length we agreed.”
“I know. I’m only telling you for when it’s sixty.” She was breathing quickly, and her cheeks were red, and her mouth had gone up at both corners and stayed there. Then she remembered something and became stern. “Are you going to close the inn?”
“I don’t know yet. But turn round and look at it.”
She turned. The whole west front of the Larkspur stood above them with its windows open. There were people at every table on the porch and people on the lawn with coffee, and the line at the kitchen end went out of sight. Somebody on the porch had seen the little sail and was pointing.
“That’s what full looks like,” he said. “I have to show the people in New York a picture of that, with numbers. Today helps. I can’t tell you more than that, because I don’t know more.”
“That’s the same answer.”
“It’s a slightly better one.”
“Slightly,” Tilly agreed. She faced forward again and took a fresh grip on the tiller. “Pull me back. I want to go again, and this time stay further away.”
She went four more times. On the last she let the sheet out by herself at the end of the line, before it jerked, and looked at him to make sure he had seen.
When he waded out at nine, Lucille had the thermos cup ready. He took it. She watched her granddaughter checking the knot on the post.
“She told you not to help,” Lucille said. “Her mother said the same to me, at four years old, about a pair of shoes. I’ve been hearing it ever since.” She screwed the cap on. “You kept your hands behind your back. I saw.”
He looked up at the porch. The rail was empty. The flour would be back in a bowl by now, and the trays going out.
***
Camille had not let him into the kitchen that night either. “You’ll stand where I need a body and say ‘Yes, Chef,’ and I’ll enjoy it too much,” she had told him at five. So he had worked the dining room with Winnie. He had carried lamb to ninety-six people across two seatings, and poured water, and been asked by a woman at table four whether he was the owner’s son. He had said that he was, in a way.
It was a quarter past eleven when she came out onto the kitchen porch. He was sitting on the top step with his tie in his pocket. The stars were out over the lake. Behind them, through the screen, Arlo was mopping to the radio.
She sat down on the same step, a foot away. She had a long curl of adding-machine tape in one hand and a pencil behind her ear. There was still flour on the inside of her left wrist, below the scar, where she had missed it.
For a minute she said nothing. He could feel the heat coming off her from the stoves.
He had not been alone with her, in any way that mattered, since the grey blanket. She had been civil all week. She had been exact about the rope rule on Thursday and had made him say the length twice. He had kept to the first account and had not looked at the second.
There was the other matter too, and it sat in his back pocket against the yellow paper. Imogen had said a fortnight. That was next Friday. He ought to tell Camille before an envelope reached him, and he knew it. He looked at her tired, satisfied face in the light from the kitchen. He told himself he would not do it on the best night she had had in six years, and he knew that it was an excuse.
“Winnie ran it twice,” Camille said. “So did I.” She held the tape to the light. “Rooms, paid at the desk through Monday morning. Dinner last night and tonight, and tomorrow’s is sold and paid. The window. The bar, which has no gin left.” She read the bottom line as she would have read a weight off the scale. “Sixty-one thousand four hundred dollars.”
He took the end of the tape and looked at it himself.
“Three days,” he said.
“Three days.”
“Last year this inn took about four thousand dollars a day, averaged out. That’s five times as much.” He ran his thumb down the figures. He knew he was smiling at a strip of paper and could not stop. “There’s no forecast in it, and nothing’s been taken off or added. It happened. Corwin Trust gets it on Tuesday and the directors get it on the twenty-sixth. They can dislike me as much as they please. The board will have to look at that.”
“Good,” said Camille. She took the pencil from behind her ear and tucked the tape into her jacket pocket. “Now look at me like that somewhere Arlo can’t see.”
He turned his head.
She was looking straight at him, with flour on her wrist and her eyebrows up. She had the expression she wore when she named a price and waited to be paid it.
He laughed. It came up out of his chest before he knew it was there, and it was loud, and it would not stop. He put his head back against the porch post and let it go. He had not laughed like that since he drove up through the mud in April, and if he was honest, not for a long time before.
The mop stopped. Arlo’s face appeared behind the screen.
“What’s funny?”
“Nothing,” Camille said, without turning round. “Mr. Hallett was checking my arithmetic.”
“Is it right?”
“It’s right,” Gideon said. He was still not steady. “It’s entirely right.”
“Finish the floor, Arlo.”
The radio went up again. Camille stood. She held her hand down to him, the left one, with the flour on it, and he took it and got to his feet.
“The cold pantry has a door,” she said. “It sticks, so you’ll have to lean on it.”
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