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Nowhere Tuesdays

Chapter 23

The Face in the Frame

It was bound to happen.

Rae had known it on some level.

You didn’t keep hiding a famous person in plain sight—no matter how pie-obsessed and bookish—without someone eventually looking *up*.

It just happened on a day she’d least braced for it.

A Wednesday.

Between the lunch rush and the afternoon lull.

The diner was half-full.

A group of teenage soccer players in matching uniforms, loud and hungry.

A couple in their sixties sharing a meatloaf plate.

Two traveling nurses comparing notes on their assignments.

Noah sat in his booth.

No hat.

He’d gotten lazy.

Or comfortable.

Or both.

He had a book—nonfiction this time, something about urban design—and a notebook open beside it.

He looked… almost like any other guy.

Until you knew.

Jenna was manning the register, scrolling her phone between customers.

“Dude,” she breathed suddenly, eyes glued to the tiny screen. “No way.”

Rae wiped a spill at the counter.

“What,” she said absently.

Jenna turned the phone toward her.

On the screen, a video played.

A clip from a talk show.

Host.

Two panelists.

The chyron at the bottom screamed:

**MISSING HEIR’S “TELL-ALL” – COURAGE OR CASH GRAB?**

A photo of Noah—suit, short hair—flashed.

Then a shot of a flyer.

Rae’s stomach twisted.

“Gross,” she said.

“Right?” Jenna said. “They’re dragging him. Like… he’s not even there to defend himself. They’re saying he did it for attention. Like… he doesn’t look like a guy who wants to be under a blanket until the end of time.”

Rae’s throat worked.

“What?” she asked.

“He’s kinda hot,” Jenna said. “In that… sad podcast host way. Do you think he’s, like, in hiding in a cabin? Or do rich people have, like, secret hotels for this?”

“Probably both,” Rae said.

Jenna squinted at the screen.

“I swear I’ve seen him somewhere,” she said. “He has that face. You know? Like… familiar.”

Rae’s heart lurched.

“Internet,” she said quickly. “He’s been everywhere. Feels like we all know him.”

Jenna scrunched her nose.

“No, like… in person,” she said. “Like… I *served* him. Or… he came in with someone.”

Rae’s pulse spiked.

“Hey, Rae?” a voice called.

She looked up.

Sam, the state trooper, stood by his usual stool.

She clung to normalcy like a lifeline.

“Hey,” she said. “Black, two sugars, or are we branching out?”

“Don’t fix what ain’t broke,” he said.

She poured.

Her hands only shook a little.

“Y’all see this?” Jenna called down the counter, oblivious to the way Rae’s insides turned to ice.

She held her phone out toward Sam.

He glanced.

Grunted.

“Yeah,” he said. “Hard to miss. Dispatch won’t shut up about it.”

“You think he’s still… out there?” Jenna asked. “Like… on the run?”

Sam shrugged.

“Guy’s not exactly doin’ himself favors,” he said. “Turnin’ his… situation into content. Half the force thinks he’s somewhere in Europe sippin’ wine. Other half thinks he’s… dead. Papers love shoutin’ either way.”

“And you?” Jenna prodded.

“I think…” he said slowly, “life’s messier than talk shows make it. But if he *is* out there…” His gaze swept the diner lazily. “He’s not dumb enough to sit in a booth in broad daylight while we’re playin’ his greatest hits on TV.”

Rae’s vision tunneled.

She followed his gaze.

It skimmed past the booths.

Past the couple.

Past the nurses.

Past Noah.

Didn’t stick.

Didn’t catch.

No double take.

No squint.

Her knees went weak from the sheer whoosh of relief.

“Anyway,” Sam said, pulling his attention back to his coffee. “I came in for caffeine, not philosophy.”

“Good,” Rae managed. “We’re out of philosophy. Fresh out.”

Everyone laughed.

Jenna put her phone away.

The moment passed.

At least on the surface.

Underneath, something had shifted.

Jenna’s comment rattled.

*I swear I’ve seen him somewhere.*

It was only a matter of time.

Her heart thudded unevenly for the rest of the shift.

When the crowd thinned, she grabbed two coffees.

Set one down in front of Noah.

“You’re getting reckless,” she said under her breath.

He looked up from his book.

“Says the woman who just met with my PI in a parking lot,” he murmured.

She pinched the bridge of her nose.

“Jenna just almost recognized you,” she hissed. “Sam was right there. If he’d looked five degrees to the left—”

“He didn’t,” Noah said quietly.

“Yet,” she snapped.

He sobered.

“Okay,” he said. “I’ll… be more careful.”

“You need to…” She gestured vaguely at his face. “Hat. Beard. I don’t know. Mustache. Something.”

“A mustache?” he said, horrified. “I’m already nationally hated. Don’t take the one thing I have left.”

Despite everything, she huffed a laugh.

“This isn’t funny,” she said.

“I know,” he said. “I just… if I don’t joke, I start… spinning.”

She got that.

Too well.

She slid into the booth across from him, shoulders tight.

“I can’t…” She swallowed. “I can’t protect you… from… everything. Or… everyone. I can’t… keep throwing my body between you and the news cycle.”

“I’m not asking you to,” he said.

“Aren’t you?” she shot back.

He flinched.

“No,” he said. “I’m asking you to… be honest. When it’s too much.”

“It’s been ‘too much’ since you walked in the first time,” she said. “That didn’t stop me.”

“Maybe it should have,” he said quietly.

Silence hummed.

He looked at her.

His expression was open.

Raw.

“I can leave,” he said. “For real. Not just… a couple Tuesdays. I can… pick a different exit. A different booth. A different woman willing to put up with my shit.”

“Good luck,” she muttered.

He cracked a tiny smile.

“I mean it,” he said. “If this… if *I*… are making your life… unmanageable… you get to say ‘enough.’”

Her chest ached.

“You think I don’t… want you here?” she asked.

“That’s not the question,” he said. “Wanting and… being able to… live with the consequences of wanting… are not the same thing.”

She stared at him.

“You leaving doesn’t… make those consequences disappear,” she said. “Kline knows who I am. Where I work. The cops have my number. The *book* is coming. The story’s out there whether you sit in that booth or in some Waffle House in Ohio.”

He winced.

“True,” he said.

“So no,” she said. “You don’t get to… martyr yourself… and pretend that’s saving me. That’s… arrogance. Thinking everything that happens to me now is because of you.”

He blinked.

“I—” he started.

“Some of it is,” she cut in. “You blew in here with your sad eyes and your crisp twenties and your big, messy life. You asked me to care. I did. I do. That’s… on both of us.”

He swallowed.

“But I was already… in it,” she went on. “Before you. In the grind. In the… stuck-ness. In the… slow burn of ‘is this all there is.’ You didn’t light the fire. You just… showed me I could… aim it at something.”

He stared at her like she’d unzipped his chest.

“You’re… very bad at blaming me for your problems,” he said weakly.

She snorted.

“Don’t push it,” she said.

“Okay,” he said.

She took a breath.

“We’re… past… the point where… walking away… fixes this,” she said. “All we have now is… deciding… how we’re in it. Together. Apart. Whatever. But… we’re in it.”

He was quiet.

Then:

“So,” he said slowly, “does that mean… you’re… my girlfriend?”

She groaned.

“Why are you obsessed with labels,” she muttered.

“Because my whole life was… labels,” he said. “Finally having one that… feels good… is… compelling.”

She threw a balled-up napkin at him.

He caught it.

Smiled.

“Fine,” she said, annoyed at herself more than him. “If it shuts you up… yes.”

His eyes widened.

“Yes…?” he echoed.

“Yes,” she said, every cell in her body screaming and sighing at once. “I am… your… girlfriend. You are… my… stupid, complicated, runaway… boyfriend. Happy now?”

He looked like she’d handed him a sunrise.

“Ecstatic,” he said.

“Don’t say ecstatic,” she said. “It makes me think of… evangelical worship.”

He laughed.

“I’ll work on my vocabulary,” he said.

“You better,” she said.

She scooted out of the booth before she could do something ridiculous like climb into his lap in front of Mr. Henderson and the soccer team.

As she turned, Jenna walked by with a tray of sodas.

She glanced between them.

Narrowed her eyes.

“Oh my God,” she whispered. “You *are* dating someone.”

Rae froze.

“What?” she said, too fast.

Jenna’s gaze darted to Noah.

Then back to Rae.

To Noah’s notebook.

To the way his eyes followed Rae like they were tethered.

Her mouth fell open.

“Wait,” she breathed. “No. NO. Shut up. Is that—?”

Rae’s brain scrambled.

“Careful, you’re gonna spill,” she said, nodding at the precarious tray.

Jenna wobbled.

Made a small noise.

Refocused on the cups.

“Right, right,” she muttered. “Not… the time… to freak out.”

She hurried to the soccer table.

Sloshed only one Sprite.

Rae’s pulse pounded.

She glanced at Noah.

His expression had gone… alert.

Wary.

“She’s not… stupid,” he said quietly.

“Unfortunately,” Rae said. “She also has TikTok and the urge to broadcast everything.”

He grimaced.

“You think she…?” he started.

“I don’t know,” Rae cut in. “I’ll handle it.”

He nodded slowly.

“Okay,” he said. “If you need me to ‘help’ by, I don’t know, growing a mustache—”

“I’ll call,” she said.

She didn’t laugh.

He sobered.

“Be careful,” he said.

She always was.

Until she wasn’t.

***

She caught Jenna in the break room later, halfway through a bag of Cheetos.

Jenna jumped when she walked in.

“Nothing!” she said immediately, orange dust flying. “I wasn’t… doing anything!”

Rae shut the door.

Leaned against it.

“You downloaded crypto again?” she asked. “Or did you finally make that OnlyFans where you rate gas station bathrooms?”

Jenna choked.

“Oh my GOD,” she coughed. “That’s actually… a good idea. But no.”

Rae crossed her arms.

“You want to ask me something,” she said. “Ask.”

Jenna’s eyes darted.

Her voice dropped to a near-whisper.

“Is that… him?” she hissed. “Like… *him* him? The guy? The… Gray guy? The… missing dude?”

There it was.

No making-dumb-jokes her way out this time.

Rae considered lying.

Considered saying *no*, laughed, mocked Jenna’s imagination.

But that would only hold a week, at most.

Jenna was gossipy.

Not stupid.

And Halpern’s voice echoed in her head.

*You’re allowed to tell your story. Even if it brushes up against other people.*

She wasn’t about to spill everything.

But maybe…

She took a breath.

“If I say ‘yes’,” she said slowly, “what are you going to do with that?”

Jenna blinked.

“Post it?” she blurted.

Rae’s heart dropped.

Jenna backpedaled so fast she nearly tripped over the trash can.

“I mean—no! I mean—I *want* to post it,” she said, flustered. “Obviously. That would, like, blow up my feed. But I wouldn’t… I know… you’d… murder me. And also… it’d… be… bad. For him. And you. And… Bob. And… probably the grill.”

Despite the panic thrumming in her veins, Rae snorted.

“The grill is innocent,” she said.

“I’m not… an idiot,” Jenna said fiercely. “I get… consequences. I just also… get… that… if that *is* him…” She waved her Cheeto-dusted fingers. “It’s… huge.”

Rae’s shoulders slumped.

“Yeah,” she said. “It is.”

Jenna’s eyes widened.

“Oh my God,” she whispered. “So… it *is*.”

Rae rubbed her forehead.

“Yes,” she said simply. “Yes. It’s him.”

Jenna made a strangled squeal noise.

Then clamped both hands over her mouth.

“Sorry,” she muffled. “Sorry sorry sorry. I’m fine. I’m cool. I’m chill.”

“You’re none of those things,” Rae said.

Jenna dropped her hands.

“Are you… like… in danger?” she asked, all flippancy gone. “Like… witness protection shit?”

Rae hesitated.

“My life’s… complicated,” she said. “More than I signed up for. But… I’m… not… in immediate danger. That I know of.”

“That you *know* of?” Jenna echoed, horrified.

“Jenna,” Rae said gently. “You knowing… makes it… more complicated. That’s… not your fault. But… it’s… real. So… I need you to… promise me something.”

Jenna nodded vigorously.

“Anything,” she said. “Name it.”

“You don’t… talk about this,” Rae said. “Not… online. Not… to customers. Not… to your friend who loves true crime. Not even to your boyfriend. If… something… happens… it’ll happen… big. There’ll be news vans. Cops. Whatever. But until then… this is… contained… to the people who already know.”

“You… trust me?” Jenna asked, stunned.

“I’m choosing to,” Rae said. “Please… don’t make me regret it.”

Jenna’s eyes shone.

“I won’t,” she said fiercely. “I swear. On… my ring light. On… my entire Etsy cart. On… my mom’s air fryer.”

Rae smiled.

“Okay,” she said. “That’s… serious.”

Jenna took a shaky breath.

“So… you’re… *dating* him,” she whispered. “Like… actually. Not just… flirty refills.”

Heat crept up Rae’s neck.

“That’s… between me and him,” she said.

Jenna squeaked.

“Oh my God,” she said. “You are. You… *so* are. That’s… insane. That’s… hot. That’s… illegal, probably, in some states.”

“Shut up,” Rae said, but there was no bite.

“I’m happy for you,” Jenna said suddenly, earnest. “Like… actually. Not just… ‘oh my God spill.’ You… deserve… something… wild. And… good. Even if it’s… messy.”

Rae blinked.

Emotion blindsided her.

“Thanks,” she said softly.

“And if anyone… comes in here askin’ questions…” Jenna went on, jaw set, “I’ll… play dumb. I’m good at that.”

“You’re great at that,” Rae said.

Jenna beamed.

Rae exhaled.

Another person in the blast radius.

Another fault line extended.

But maybe… not a crack.

A support.

She hoped.

***

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