The next escalation didn’t come from the outside.
It came from inside her own walls.
Two days after that Tuesday, she came into work to find Bob sitting at their usual back-room table, a manila envelope in front of him, unreadable expression on his face.
“You’re here early,” she said, shrugging off her jacket. “Did the grill unionize and demand you come in before nine?”
He didn’t smile.
“Got somethin’ in the mail,” he said. “For you. Care of the diner.”
Alarm bell.
Big one.
“I don’t… get mail here,” she said.
“You do now,” he said.
He slid the envelope across the table.
No return address.
Her name, printed in neat, unremarkable handwriting.
RAE LAURENT C/O SUNSET GRILL
Her skin went cold.
She picked it up gingerly, half-expecting it to explode.
“Relax,” Bob said. “I already held it up to the light like some kinda spy. No wires. No powder. Just paper.”
“That’s… not as comforting as you think it is,” she muttered.
Her fingers felt thick as she opened the flap.
Inside: two things.
A folded letter.
And a photo.
The photo was grainy.
Black-and-white.
Security camera still.
Her.
Behind the counter.
Hair up.
Apron on.
Laughing at something off-camera.
In the corner of the frame, slightly out of focus, a man sitting in a booth.
Cap low.
Profile turned.
It could be anyone.
It wasn’t.
Her stomach dropped.
She unfolded the letter with clumsy fingers.
Rae,
You don’t know me. Let’s keep it that way.
Someone else took this photo. Someone who doesn’t know what they caught. Yet.
Others might be more observant.
You have a choice to make.
You can keep pouring coffee and pretending you’re not in the middle of a story bigger than your corner of Exit 19.
Or you can take some control.
Call me.
Don’t call the tipline. Don’t call the cops. Don’t call my client.
Call me.
We’ll talk.
If you don’t, I can’t promise this photo won’t end up in hands less… discreet.
– D.K.
A number was scribbled under the signature.
Her palms went slick.
Bob took the photo from her hand without asking.
His jaw clenched.
“Son of a bitch,” he whispered.
“You think it’s… really him?” she asked, even though she knew.
He snorted.
“I think he’s good,” Bob said. “Your… boy. Cap low. Face turned. Could be any lanky dude with a caffeine habit.”
“But Kline thinks…” she began.
“Kline thinks enough to… test you,” Bob said.
Her throat closed.
“He wants leverage,” she said.
“Of course he does,” Bob said. “That’s his job. He can’t get your boy to come home, so he pokes at the people he thinks the boy cares about. See if he can’t… spook him into cooperating.”
Her mind raced.
“He sent this here,” she said. “To *me.* Not to you. Not to the ‘manager.’ He knows… my name. My shift. My… face.”
“You’re on your name tag,” Bob said. “And on the schedule he looked at last time he ‘asked’ for tapes.”
She rubbed her temples.
“Fuck,” she whispered.
“Language,” Bob said automatically.
She shot him a look.
He grimaced.
“Bad timing,” he admitted.
“What do I do?” she asked, voice small.
Bob looked at the photo again.
At the almost-him in the corner.
At her in the center.
“You don’t call him,” he said.
She laughed, a short, humorless bark.
“Great,” she said. “Love the clarity. And after that?”
“You… tell your boy,” he said. “Before Kline does.”
Her stomach flipped.
“What if…” she began.
“What if he runs?” Bob finished.
She nodded.
He shrugged.
“Then he runs knowin’ the stakes,” he said. “Better than sittin’ in that booth blind while some creep with a telephoto lens circles.”
Her hands shook.
“He could… use me,” she said. “Use this… to… make a deal. Force him to come in. ‘Meet us here or your waitress gets subpoenaed.’”
Bob’s jaw tightened.
“I won’t let that happen,” he said quietly. “This place… is mine. Yours. Not some… bargaining chip in a rich man’s tantrum.”
Emotion clawed up her throat.
She swallowed it down.
“You can’t… stop him,” she said. “Not if he has… law on his side.”
“Law and justice ain’t always the same,” Bob said. “Been around long enough to know that. But I can… make things… hard. Messy. Complicated. Rich people hate complicated.”
She huffed a weak laugh.
“True,” she said.
He put a heavy hand on her shoulder.
“We’ll… face it,” he said. “One thing at a time. First thing? Shift’s in an hour. You gonna be okay to work?”
“Do I have a choice?” she asked.
“You always got a choice,” he said. “But yeah. Rent doesn’t give a damn how many PIs send you mail.”
She laughed.
It came out more like a sob.
“Yeah,” she said. “I’ll be here.”
He squeezed once.
Then let go.
“Good,” he said. “I’ll… make extra bacon. Feels like a bacon day.”
“Every day’s a bacon day,” she muttered.
He grunted.
In his world, that was affection.
***
She called Noah from the walk-in.
The phone barely rang once before he picked up.
“Hey,” he said.
His voice—rough, warm—almost undid her.
“Hey,” she said. “You busy?”
“Depends,” he said. “If by ‘busy’ you mean ‘staring at my laptop and not typing anything,’ then yes.”
“Need you… to listen,” she said.
His tone shifted.
“Okay,” he said. “Listening.”
She told him.
The envelope.
The photo.
The letter.
The number.
By the time she finished, her back was pressed against the metal shelf, knees weak.
He was silent for a moment.
Then he said, very quietly, “Fuck.”
“Language,” she said weakly.
“Don’t you dare,” he said.
She laughed, shaky.
“Too soon,” she admitted.
He exhaled.
“Kline’s… playing hardball,” he said. “I should’ve… seen that coming.”
“You did,” she said. “You warned me. So did Sam. And Mace. And my entire nervous system.”
“That’s… not helpful,” he said.
“You asked,” she said.
He sighed.
“Okay,” he said. “First… you’re not… alone in this.”
“If you say ‘we’re in this together’ like we’re in a teen drama, I’m hanging up,” she said.
“I was going to say ‘I’m sorry,’” he said. “That I put you in his crosshairs. That… by coming here… I made you… visible to people you never asked to be visible to.”
Something inside her snapped.
“Stop,” she said sharply.
He fell quiet.
“You keep… apologizing,” she went on, heat rising. “For… existing. For… needing. For… wanting… something besides your father’s puppet strings. For… wanting this place. For… wanting me. Like you *chose* to be the one with the wanted poster.”
“I did choose to disappear,” he said quietly.
“Yeah,” she said. “You did. And maybe you could’ve done it… better. Smoother. With fewer… landmines. But you didn’t get a manual, Noah. None of us did. We’re all just… making shit up and hoping it doesn’t kill us.”
He made a choked sound that might’ve been a laugh.
“Are you… yelling at me right now?” he asked.
“Yes,” she said. “Because… I’m scared. And when I’m scared, I get… mean.”
He was quiet.
“I’d rather you yell than… shut down,” he said.
She slid down the shelf until she was sitting on the cold concrete, knees pulled up.
“If he… shows that photo to the wrong person,” she said hoarsely, “they’re gonna… knock on our door. The *official* door. Not just yours. Mine. Bob’s. The diner’s.”
“I know,” he said. “We need to… get ahead of him.”
“How,” she demanded. “You gonna send *him* a letter? Blackmail the blackmailer?”
“I could,” he said.
She blinked.
“That was a joke,” she said.
“I’m serious,” he said. “He sent you that… because he thinks you’re… the weak link. Because he thinks… you care. That you’ll panic. That you’ll… pick up the phone.”
“He’s not wrong,” she snapped.
“No,” he agreed. “He’s not. You do care. That’s… why this place… works. Why I… found it. Why I… keep coming back. It’s also… why he underestimates you.”
“How,” she asked tightly.
“He thinks… caring makes you… easy to manipulate,” Noah said. “He doesn’t get… that it also makes you… fucking dangerous. To people like him.”
Her heart thudded.
“What are you… planning?” she asked, wary.
“Marshall’s… done this dance before,” he said. “Not… exactly. But… similar. People trying to lean on… innocents to get to his clients. He says… the best way to deal with someone like Kline… is to… call his bluff in a way he doesn’t expect.”
“Speak English,” she said.
“Meet him,” Noah said.
Her blood iced.
“Absolutely not,” she said. “Are you out of your mind?”
“Not alone,” he said quickly. “Not… in some alley. Somewhere… neutral. Public. Where he can’t… pull shit. I’ll be there. Marshall will be there. You’d just need to… hand him back his… little intimidation attempt… and let him know… you’re not… his pawn.”
“That’s… insane,” she said. “You want me to… sit at a table with a guy who’s literally hunting you and… what, glare him into submission?”
“I want you to… remind him… you’re not the one with… things to lose,” Noah said. “He is. Reputation. Licenses. Clients. If word got out that he was… threatening some diner waitress to leverage his target?”
He made a low whistle.
“His brand… takes a hit,” he said. “Trust me. Rich people care more about their glass than their gold.”
She squeezed her eyes shut.
“And if he doesn’t… care?” she whispered.
“Then we… reevaluate,” he said. “We have… Caroline. We have… Halpern. We have… people. You’re not… standing alone in this, Rae. No matter how much your brain tries to tell you you are.”
She let that sink in.
“Where,” she asked, “would this meet-up happen?”
He was quiet for a beat.
Then:
“Not here,” he said. “Somewhere… away from the diner. Away from… your home. Somewhere… like…” He hesitated. “The community college.”
She groaned.
“Of course,” she said. “Because my life wasn’t crossover fanfic enough.”
He chuckled weakly.
“Parking lot,” he said. “Lots of people. Cameras. You could… walk away at any time. He can’t… risk a scene.”
“You don’t know that,” she said.
“No,” he admitted. “I don’t. But… I know men like him. I grew up… at tables with them. He won’t… jeopardize his image if he can help it.”
She ground her teeth.
“I hate this,” she said.
“I know,” he said.
She dropped her head back against the metal with a thunk.
“What if I… ignore him?” she asked. “Rip up the letter. Pretend I never saw it.”
“He escalates,” Noah said. “Maybe he comes back here. Poses as… a customer. Tries again. Maybe he goes to your landlord. Your sister. Kelsey. He’s probing for… access.”
Her skin crawled.
“Meeting him… on purpose… with… support…” he went on, “is… terrifying. But it’s… agency.”
The word lodged.
Agency.
She thought of Nia at the admissions office.
Of Halpern talking about choosing what to write.
Of Caroline offering another option.
Of Noah insisting on telling his story before his father could.
For so long, her life had felt like it happened *to* her.
Maybe this was… a twisted chance to let something happen *with* her.
Under her terms.
The idea made her want to throw up.
It also… lit something stubborn in her.
“If we do this,” she said slowly, “we do it *my* way.”
“Absolutely,” he said.
“No springing surprises,” she said. “No jumping out from behind cars and yelling ‘gotcha.’ No… stunt speeches.”
“I promise,” he said.
“And if he tries… anything…” She swallowed. “We… walk. Immediately. No… heroics. No… macho posturing. We get in our cars and we *go.*”
“Agreed,” he said.
“Marshall knows?” she asked.
“He knows… the outline,” Noah said. “He’ll hate it. Then he’ll… show up anyway. He’s… like that.”
She exhaled.
“When,” she asked.
Silence.
“Soon,” he said. “Before he… decides to… stop playing polite.”
“Give me… a day,” she said. “To… not… decide from the walk-in.”
He laughed, a little relieved.
“That’s fair,” he said. “Text me. When you’re ready.”
“Don’t… show up without me,” she warned. “Or I swear to God, I *will* call your mother and tell her you were irresponsible.”
He made a strangled sound.
“Low blow,” he said.
“Desperate times,” she replied.
They were both quiet.
“Rae,” he said finally.
“Yeah?” she said.
“Thank you,” he said.
She rolled her eyes.
“Stop,” she said.
“No,” he said. “Not for… this. For… staying. For not… running the other way.”
She thought of the envelope.
The photo.
The letter.
The glittering number under “Reward” on the flyer.
“I thought about it,” she said honestly.
“I know,” he said.
“Still might,” she added, out of sheer stubbornness.
He huffed.
“Always,” he said.
She hung up.
Stared at the dangling bags of frozen fries overhead.
“You’re out of your mind,” she told them.
They didn’t disagree.
***
She didn’t decide that day.
Or the next.
She worked.
She went to class.
She read.
She kissed Noah once more behind the dumpster on a break, just to remind herself of what, exactly, she was risking collateral damage for.
He kissed her like he couldn’t believe he was allowed.
She kissed him like she didn’t know how long the permission would last.
On the third day, she texted.
> Fine
> Let’s talk to your mercenary
> Community college lot
> Saturday 3pm
> If he’s late I’m leaving
> No trench coats
He replied almost immediately.
> Understood
> Thank you
> No trench coat
> But can I bring dramatic sunglasses?
She sent back an eye-roll emoji.
> Only if you want me to break up with you before we’re officially dating
> Ouch
> Brutal
> I like it
Her stomach twisted.
We’re officially… what?
She shoved the thought aside.
One pressure point at a time.
***
Saturday at 2:57 p.m., she stood in the community college parking lot, heart pounding.
The asphalt radiated heat.
Summer had arrived fully now.
Trees around the campus were lush and green.
Students and townies drifted through the lot, heading to summer classes or the library.
Her car sat in a row near the back.
She leaned against it, arms crossed, squinting against the sun.
Noah pulled in at 3:02 in the Subaru.
He parked three spots away.
Got out.
No hat today.
Sunglasses, yes.
She glared.
He grinned.
“They’re not dramatic,” he said. “Very understated.”
“You’re pushing it,” she said.
He sobered.
“You okay?” he asked.
“No,” she said. “You?”
“Also no,” he said.
“Good,” she said. “We’re aligned.”
He moved closer.
Not touching.
Too many eyes.
“How’s your class look?” he asked, nodding toward the building.
“Like I want to vomit on the workshop table,” she said.
“Business as usual, then,” he said.
She snorted.
A dark sedan pulled into the lot.
Not a cop car.
Too sleek.
It parked a short distance away.
A man got out.
Gray suit.
Tie loosened.
Late forties, maybe.
Hairline receding just enough to look distinguished, not enough to look weak.
He scanned the lot like he was cataloging it.
Saw them.
Started walking.
Rae’s stomach clenched.
“No trench coat,” Noah murmured. “See? I can follow instructions.”
“Shut up,” she whispered.
The man approached.
He stopped a few feet away.
Gave them a professional smile.
Up close, his eyes were colder than they’d looked in the diner.
“Ms. Laurent,” he said. “Mr. Gray. Or should I say… Noah?”
Her jaw tightened.
“You went through a lot of trouble to get my attention,” Rae said.
He spread his hands.
“Only as much as the situation warrants,” he said. “I’m Dan Kline.”
“I figured,” she said. “You have… the vibe.”
He tilted his head, amused.
“What vibe is that?” he asked.
“The kind that sends blackmail letters to waitresses,” she said.
His smile thinned.
“That was not blackmail,” he said evenly. “That was… a heads-up. A courtesy.”
“You need to work on your definition of courtesy,” Noah said dryly.
Kline’s gaze flicked to him.
Assessed.
“You’ve caused quite a stir,” he said. “In publishing. In finance. In your family.”
“Good,” Noah said. “Means everyone’s awake.”
Rae’s pulse hammered.
She forced herself to stand still.
Not fidget.
Not show fear.
“You wanted to talk,” she said. “Talk.”
Kline folded his hands loosely.
“Off the record,” he said. “No recordings. No notes. Just… three people discussing… options.”
“Make your pitch,” Noah said.
Rae shot him a look.
*My* way, she’d said.
He inclined his head slightly.
Right.
She took a breath.
“You don’t get to… threaten me,” she said. “With… pictures. Letters. Vague… ‘less discreet hands.’ You want to ask me something, you do it… straight.”
He studied her.
“I wasn’t threatening you,” he said. “I was… pointing out the inevitable. People are looking. Hard. You happen to be… adjacent to someone with a high-profile case. That… puts you in the line of sight, whether I… send a letter or not.”
“Bullshit,” she said calmly.
He blinked.
“Excuse me?” he said.
“You wanted to see if I’d jump,” she said. “If I’d call the number on the flyer. If I’d… sell him out to save my own ass. You wanted a read on… my loyalty. How much… leverage you had. That stuff you wrote? ‘You have a choice to make’? That was… theater. You don’t give a shit about… my choices. You care about… results.”
Noah’s lips parted.
Pride flickered in his eyes.
Kline’s expression didn’t change.
But something in his posture did.
Respect.
Wariness.
“You’re… sharper than most of his… friends,” Kline said. “I’ll give you that.”
“I’m not his friend,” she said. “I’m his… waitress. And his… complication. We’ve been over this.”
He smiled thinly.
“Call it what you like,” he said. “You’re… close enough that your proximity… matters.”
“You want me to… talk him into going back,” she said. “Into… coming home. Into… making your job easier.”
“I want this… resolved,” Kline said. “Cleanly. For everyone involved.”
“Everyone including him?” she asked.
“Within reason,” Kline said.
“And what’s reasonable, in your book?” Noah asked quietly.
“Your father wants you… safe,” Kline said. “He also wants you… *back.* Those aren’t always the same thing. My job is to… navigate that.”
Rae barked out a humorless laugh.
“That’s not how jobs work,” she said. “Your *client* is his father. Not him. Don’t get it twisted.”
Kline’s jaw tightened.
“I don’t need a lecture on ethics from a woman who refills coffee cups,” he said.
Heat rushed to her cheeks.
Noah stepped in.
“Careful,” he said softly. “You’re underestimating the only person in this conversation who doesn’t have a PR team.”
Kline’s eyes flicked between them.
“You’ve got… influence,” he said to Rae. “Whether you… claim it or not. He listens to you. That gives you… power.”
“Power I didn’t ask for,” she said.
“Most… real power’s like that,” he said. “Unwanted. Uncomfortable. But there.”
She wanted to punch him.
Because he wasn’t entirely wrong.
She hated that.
“What are you… offering?” she asked tightly. “For me. Not for him. You want me to… help you… shepherd him back into the fold. Or at least… away from this diner. What do I… get?”
Kline’s brows rose.
“Pragmatic,” he said. “Good.”
“Don’t compliment me,” she snapped.
He considered.
“Protection,” he said. “From… blowback. If you assist in… resolving this… my report can reflect your… cooperation. I can… nudge… the narrative away from ‘accomplice’ and toward ‘concerned citizen.’”
“It already should be that,” she said. “I haven’t… broken any laws. Serving coffee isn’t a crime.”
“Law and… perception aren’t always aligned,” he said. “You seem smart enough to know that.”
She ground her teeth.
“And if I tell you to… fuck off?” she asked.
His mouth tightened.
“Then I… do my job,” he said. “With… less… softening… for those who made it harder.”
Fear skated down her spine.
He wasn’t overtly threatening.
He didn’t have to be.
The implication was clear.
You help us, we help you.
You don’t, you’re… in the blast radius.
Noah spoke.
“What if… she stays… neutral?” he asked. “Doesn’t… help you. Doesn’t… help me. Just… keeps doing her job. Does she… get to be… Switzerland?”
“No one’s neutral,” Kline said. “Not in a case this… public.”
“You could choose not to… drag her in,” Noah said.
Kline’s eyes chilled.
“I could choose a lot of things,” he said. “So could you. You chose to disappear. To stay gone. To… escalate. Memoir. Press. Public opinion. You’ve made this… bigger than… a simple missing-person case. You don’t get to be… shocked… when the ripples… hit other shores.”
Guilt stabbed.
Rae’s hands curled into fists.
“Leave her out of it,” Noah said quietly.
Kline looked at him.
For the first time, something like anger flickered.
“Do you know how many hours I’ve spent on this?” he asked. “How many favors I’ve called in? How many… doors I’ve knocked on? You think I enjoy… scaring random waitresses? You think this is… fun for me?”
“Then stop,” Rae said.
He laughed once.
Cold.
“I don’t get to ‘stop,’” he said. “Any more than *you* did when your mother got sick.” His eyes flicked to her. She froze. “Or than *you* did when your father decided you were the family’s golden ticket,” he said to Noah. “We all… play the roles we’re handed. I’m just… better-compensated for it.”
Her stomach rolled.
“How do you know about my mom?” she demanded.
He looked at her like she’d asked if the sky was blue.
“I know everything I need to know about anyone adjacent to my target,” he said simply. “It’s… literally my job.”
Bile rose in her throat.
“You stay away from my sister,” she said.
He inclined his head.
“I have no interest in your sister,” he said. “Unless she starts… hiding him in her smoothie bar or whatever Los Angeles nightmare she inhabits.”
Noah’s jaw tightened.
“You’re proving my point,” he said. “About why I left. And about why… any resolution you help broker… will be about optics, not… actual healing.”
Kline’s gaze sharpened.
“Maybe,” he said. “Maybe not. Your father... isn't a monster, despite what your editor wants him to be. He’s… a man with too much power and not enough practice… hearing ‘no.’ You blindsided him with it. He’s lashing out. That doesn’t… make him evil. Just… predictable.”
Rae hated that, too.
The nuance.
The idea that the villain wasn’t a cartoon.
He continued.
“You want to write your book?” Kline said. “Fine. I can’t… stop that. Not anymore. Train’s left the station. But I can… influence… whether it ends with you… on a talk show couch… or in a deposition chair.”
“And you want her to… help you… tip those scales,” Noah said.
“Yes,” Kline said simply.
He turned back to Rae.
“You don’t have to… sell him out,” he said. “I’m not asking you to betray… confidences. I’m… asking you… to… gently… steer him… away from choices that will… hurt you… and everyone in his blast radius… more than they already have.”
“You mean… don’t encourage him to write the messy version,” she said flatly. “Tell him to… stick to the sanitized arc. Exhaustion. Rehab. Redemption.”
“It’s safer,” Kline said. “For everyone.”
She stared at him.
At the clean line of his tie.
At the expensive watch peeking from his sleeve.
At the faint sheen of sweat at his temples in the afternoon heat.
She thought of Halpern.
Of Nia.
Of Miriam.
Of her mother.
Of all the people whose lives had been shaved down to digestible narratives that made other people comfortable.
She thought of Noah’s pages.
Raw.
Messy.
Brave.
She thought of the way he’d looked when he’d told her he didn’t want to erase himself.
She inhaled.
“No,” she said.
Kline blinked.
“That’s… not wise,” he said.
“Maybe not,” she said. “But… it’s… honest.”
He studied her.
“You willing to… live with the consequences?” he asked.
“I’ve been living with… consequences… my whole damn life,” she said. “This is… the first time I’m… choosing them.”
Something like respect flickered in his gaze.
He inclined his head.
“Then we’re at an impasse,” he said.
“Seems so,” she said.
Noah stepped closer, shoulder just brushing hers.
“You leave her out of your report,” he said quietly. “Or I’ll… put *you* in the book.”
Kline’s lips quirked.
“You think I’m afraid of being a villain in your little memoir?” he asked.
“No,” Noah said. “I think you’re afraid of being… boring. Of being… just another guy who did a job for money and lost his soul in the margins.”
A flash of something—hurt? anger?—crossed Kline’s face.
“Watch it,” he said softly.
“Back at you,” Noah echoed.
Silence.
The heat shimmered off the pavement.
Cars rolled by on the road beyond.
Somewhere, a student laughed.
Rae’s heart hammered so hard she could feel it in her teeth.
“I can’t… promise…” Kline said finally, “that your name won’t come up, Ms. Laurent. In my notes. In my… internal assessments. But I can… choose… how I… frame it. You… sticking your head in the sand doesn’t change that. You… standing here… looking me in the eye… does.”
“I’m not… asking you to… erase me,” she said. “I’m asking you not to… *use* me.”
He nodded, once.
“I’ll… do what I can,” he said.
It was not the reassurance she wanted.
It was, maddeningly, probably the best she was going to get.
“We done?” she asked.
“For now,” he said.
He took a card from his pocket.
Held it out.
She hesitated.
Then took it.
Not because she wanted to use his number.
But because… information was power.
He turned.
Walked back to his car.
Didn’t look back.
They watched him go.
Her whole body shook.
Noah exhaled, long and slow.
“You were… incredible,” he said.
She barked a laugh that bordered on hysterical.
“I feel like I’m going to puke,” she said.
He stepped in front of her.
Close.
Too close for the middle of the afternoon on a campus full of strangers.
“I’m serious,” he said.
Her vision blurred.
“Don’t… start,” she said thickly. “I’ll cry. And I don’t have waterproof mascara.”
He smiled.
Soft.
He reached up.
Gently.
Brushed a tear she hadn’t realized had fallen from her cheek with his thumb.
“Let it,” he murmured.
She grabbed his wrist.
Held on.
“I hate this,” she whispered.
“I know,” he said.
“I hate… that I even have to think about this,” she went on. “About… being… collateral in your little rich-people war. About… what story you tell. About… whether your father has a PR aneurysm. I hate… caring.”
“I know,” he said again.
“But…” She swallowed. “I’d hate it more if you… rolled over.”
He blinked.
“What?” he asked.
“If you… went back,” she said. “If you let them… spin you into some… ‘I went to the spa and now I’m better’ bullshit. If you… erased… what’s true… to make it… easier for them. I’d… lose… respect. For you. For… me. For… this.”
She gestured between them.
Emotion surged in his eyes.
He stepped closer.
Her back hit the side of her car.
He caged her there with his arms.
Not trapping.
Anchoring.
“Rae,” he said.
Her name in his mouth did too many things to her at once.
“We’re in a parking lot,” she whispered.
“I know,” he said.
“Someone’s… going to see us,” she said.
“I know,” he repeated.
His hand slid to her jaw.
Tilted her face up.
“I don’t care,” he said.
He kissed her.
It was different from the booth.
Harder.
Hotter.
Less tentative.
Months of almosts and what-ifs and careful sidesteps coalesced into that pressure of lips on lips.
Her hands grabbed his shirt.
Fisted in the fabric.
Pulled him closer.
He made a low sound in his throat.
His body pressed along hers.
Long.
Solid.
Too warm in the summer heat and somehow exactly right.
She opened to him.
Let him in.
His tongue slid against hers.
Her knees nearly buckled.
He caught her with one arm around her waist, holding her up like it was the most natural thing in the world.
A car door slammed somewhere.
Someone laughed.
The world continued.
They didn’t stop.
Not for a long, breathless moment.
When he finally broke away, both of them panting, his forehead rested against hers.
“Anyone sees,” she said, voice rough, “they’re going to think we’re just… some couple making out before class.”
“Good,” he said. “For once, I want to be… just… some guy. Kissing his girlfriend by a car.”
Her heart stuttered.
“Don’t… call me that,” she whispered, panicked.
He pulled back slightly.
Search her face.
“Why not?” he asked softly.
“Because… it makes it… real,” she said. “More… real. Than this already is. And real things… break.”
He brushed her hair back from her face.
“They also… last,” he said. “Sometimes.”
She let out a shaky laugh.
“Optimist,” she muttered.
“Recently converted,” he said. “Blame you.”
She sighed.
“You’re… too much,” she said.
“I know,” he said. “I’m trying to… be… the right amount… of too much.”
She rolled her eyes.
Then sobered.
“We should… go,” she said. “Before Halpern walks out and dies of shock.”
He smiled.
“Probably fair,” he said.
He stepped back.
The air between them felt charged.
Alive.
Scary.
Good.
“I’m… proud of you,” he said.
“There it is,” she said, but the bite was gone.
He grinned.
“Couldn’t resist,” he said.
He walked back to his car.
Halfway there, he turned.
“You still… want to… read?” he asked. “As I… write the hard parts?”
She thought of Kline.
Of his veiled threats.
Of Caroline’s voice.
Of Halpern’s email.
Of Nia’s encouragement.
Of Mace’s warning.
Of her own stubborn heart.
“Yeah,” she said. “I do.”
“Then… we keep going,” he said.
“Yeah,” she echoed.
He got in.
Started the engine.
Pulled out.
She watched his taillights until they disappeared at the turn.
Only then did she let herself slide down the car and sit on the hot asphalt, knees drawn up, heart pounding.
She’d chosen.
Again.
Not the safe path.
Not the easy path.
Not the path that came with seven hundred and fifty thousand dollars and a clean conscience in the eyes of the law.
The path with a man whose life was a bomb, and whose story, if told right, might just blow a hole in the wall of a very specific kind of prison.
She was inside that blast radius now.
On purpose.
And even though fear sat heavy in her gut, something else sat beside it.
Something steadier.
Quieter.
Resolve.
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