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Fault Lines of Us

Chapter 23

Fallout Patterns

By morning, the blackout had a name.

The city papers called it *The Smart Blackout*. Twitter called it *GridFail*. CityWatch, predictably, went with *#AlgorithmOutage* and a thousand threads about “code as infrastructure.”

Olivia called it a mess.

Her piece hit the *Metro* homepage at 7:02 a.m., under a photo of a darkened block with car headlights cutting thin beams through the night.

**WHEN THE LIGHTS GO OUT ON A SMART GRID**

She’d written until three, fingers stiff in her drafty apartment, laptop battery dipping low before the power steadied. She’d texted with Ben from city hall and Leah from the oversight call, piecing together timelines.

She didn’t have everything. No one did yet.

But she had enough to draw a pattern.

> The transformer that blew in Queens last night was older than most of the engineers in TerraNova’s war room. > > It failed the way New York infrastructure has always failed: with a groan and a spark and a sudden blankness, followed by the sound of residents shouting in the dark. > > What happened next was less familiar. > > For a few chaotic minutes, the “smart” grid layered on top of that aging hardware reacted too fast, then not fast enough.

She’d described how the system had tried to rebalance load, how its aggressive adjustments had tripped other safeguards.

She’d made sure to explain—simply, cleanly—that this wasn’t the system “deciding” to target any one neighborhood. It was code doing what it was designed to do, just in a context where too many variables were beyond its control.

She’d still called it a failure.

She’d also written about the kill switch debate. The partial rollback. The fact that South Side, her own block, had been shifted temporarily back onto the legacy grid.

> “It feels like… failure,” Morrison wrote in a message after the reroute. > > Maybe. > > Or maybe it feels like what a lot of New Yorkers have practiced for years: triage.

Her conclusion had made Laura tap her pen against her desk and say, “That’s going to piss everyone off in the right way.”

> We wanted a system that could see everything. > > What we’re getting, in fits and starts, is a system that can sometimes see its own limits—and, with enough human pressure, step back. > > That doesn’t absolve anyone of blame. It doesn’t erase the fear in the elevator, or the food lost in the bodega, or the voicemail from the stranger who told me he’d “pull the plug for real next time.” > > But it does give us a new question to ask after nights like this, beyond “Who failed?” > > *What did we build into our systems that expected failure—and what did we leave to luck?*

Now, sitting at her desk with a coffee Raj had shoved into her hand, she hit refresh and watched the metrics climb.

Comments flooded in.

Some angry. Some scared. Some thoughtful.

Her phone buzzed.

*Jake*:

> You made us look scarier and less all-powerful at the same time. Impressive.

She smirked, fingers flying.

> That’s my specialty, she wrote. > De-mystifying gods. > And men.

> Ouch, he replied. > Also accurate.

> How bad is it on your end? she asked.

> No one’s sleeping, he wrote. > Aisha’s on her 10th coffee. > Samir’s drawing failure trees on every whiteboard.

> Max keeps saying “contagion risk” like he’s in a pandemic movie.

> I’m sorry, she typed. > But also: good. > Be scared. > It keeps you honest.

> I was honest before, he replied. > Just… less humbled.

> Welcome to the club, she wrote. > We have panic attacks.

She put the phone face down and forced herself to focus on the next thing.

Because there was always a next thing.

***

By noon, the blackout had shrunk from Breaking News to Developing Story.

Lights were back on in most places. The MTA promised full service by evening. City hall held a press conference where the mayor stood between Hart and Reyes, trying to look authoritative and not frazzled.

Olivia watched the livestream on one screen while editing a sidebar on blackout history.

“The recent event shows the importance of partnership between public agencies and private innovators,” the mayor said, eyes flicking down at his notes. “We are working with TerraNova and our oversight board to ensure this does not happen again.”

Reyes stood to one side, arms crossed, jaw tight, like she’d been chewing on “I told you so” for hours.

A reporter asked about the kill switch.

“We considered all our tools,” Hart said. “We decided, in consultation with experts, that a targeted response was more effective than a full rollback. The oversight board concurred.”

“We also saw where TerraNova’s model overreached,” Reyes added. “We will be examining that aggressively in upcoming hearings.”

“Mr. Morrison,” another reporter called. “Do you take responsibility for last night’s failures?”

The camera panned.

Jake stepped up to the mic.

He looked… worn.

Dark circles under his eyes, hair a little unruly, suit jacket creased like he’d grabbed it off a chair.

“Yes,” he said.

A murmur.

“We built a system that made a bad situation worse in some places and better in others,” he went on. “We did not anticipate this exact intersection of failures. That’s on us. We’re patching the specific code. We’re also—more importantly—looking at the assumptions underneath it.”

He didn’t deflect. Didn’t blame the MTA or the power company.

He did say, pointedly, “This city’s physical grid is decades behind where it should be. If we want ‘smart’ systems to work, we have to invest in the dumb metal first.”

Olivia scribbled that down.

Not because it exonerated him.

Because it was true.

After the press conference, her inbox pinged.

Hart: *Care to do a follow-up? If you’re going to write a post-mortem, I’d rather be on the record than let “anonymous city sources” have all the fun.*

Reyes: *You may quote me as saying “I told them this would happen if they didn’t invest in redundancy.”*

Leah: *He didn’t look smug. I’m scared.*

She answered them in order.

> Hart: I’ll take 20 minutes on the phone today. You know I’m not writing a puff piece.

> Reyes: I need more than “I told you so.” Give me specifics.

> Leah: You should be scared of smug, not humility. Humility means he’s learning.

> Terrified either way.

Her phone buzzed again.

This time, it was *Ma*.

> You come for dinner tonight, yes? > Your uncle wants to tell you about the blackout like you didn’t live in it.

> I have to write, she wrote back. > Maybe tomorrow.

> Bring him, her mother replied, as if the subject required no clarification.

> We can’t have family dinner after every crisis, Ma, she typed.

> Why not? her mother shot back. > You both have crisis every day. You need food.

She couldn’t argue with that logic.

***

He came.

Of course he did.

By the time Jake knocked on the Martinez door that evening, Olivia had talked to Hart, Reyes, and two independent grid experts. She’d filled three pages of a legal pad with arrows and circles and phrases like “model fragility” and “infrastructure debt.”

Her brain buzzed.

Her body, when she opened the door and saw him, did its now-familiar traitorous thing.

Relaxed.

“Hey,” he said, the word soft in the warm hallway.

“Hey,” she replied.

He stepped in.

He looked even more tired in the familiar yellow kitchen light. His usually precise stubble had gone from “artful” to “exists,” and there was a smear of something—ink? grease?—near his wrist where his shirt cuff didn’t quite cover.

“You look like you wrestled a transformer,” she said, taking his coat.

“Just a few data structures,” he said. “They bite harder.”

Her mother appeared, wiping her hands on a dish towel.

“You still have power?” Jake asked her in Spanish.

“For now,” she said. “We will see. If the lights go, you can fix it or you can wash dishes in the dark. Your choice.”

He laughed.

“I’ll bring my own flashlight,” he said.

Dinner was more subdued than last time.

Marco kept the conversation light, talking about a new job site in Long Island City and a foreman he already hated.

Her uncle made blackout jokes, as promised.

“Back in my day,” he said, “we didn’t need fancy code to turn off the lights. ConEd did it free every summer.”

Jake took it in.

He didn’t try to justify.

When her mother finally went to bed and Marco flicked on the TV in the other room, some game show murmuring in the background, Olivia and Jake ended up on the small couch, knees touching.

“How bad is it,” she asked quietly. “Really.”

He stared at his hands for a second.

“From a grid stability standpoint?” he said. “We’re… okay. No cascade. No literal meltdown. From a… trust standpoint? Bad.”

“With you,” she said. “With TerraNova.”

He nodded.

“Reyes is sharpening her knives,” he said. “Leah’s already writing op-eds. The oversight board is… rightfully pissed that the first big test of the kill switch was so… messy.”

“And you?” she pressed. “How are you?”

He let out a breath.

“Tired,” he said. “Scared. More aware than ever that I’m a human person and not… the avatar of some system. Which is… humbling. And… weirdly… grounding.”

She studied his face.

“You handled the press conference well,” she said. “No hedging. No ‘regrettable incident.’ No ‘we’re investigating.’”

He huffed a small laugh.

“I could feel Carla cringing behind me every time I said ‘we fucked up,’” he said. “But… anything less felt… dishonest.”

She nodded.

Silence sat with them.

In the other room, Marco shouted at the TV, something about a contestant picking the wrong mystery box.

After a moment, Jake shifted, turned more toward her.

“Your piece,” he said. “It was… brutal. And fair.”

She shrugged.

“It’s my specialty,” she said.

He smiled wryly.

“You also… gave us credit,” he said. “For… stepping back. For letting legacy take over in some places.”

“You made the right call,” she said. “I wasn’t going to pretend you didn’t.”

He tipped his head back against the wall.

“I kept thinking,” he said, “about your mom. And Mrs. Ortiz. And… my own block. And… you. Sitting in the dark. I wanted to fix it personally. Run out there with a flashlight and a server rack. But… the best thing I could do was… get out of the way.”

She leaned her head back too, shoulder brushing his.

“That’s growth,” she said. “Scary. But… growth.”

His hand found hers.

Fingers twined.

“I couldn’t have made that call ten years ago,” he said. “I would’ve doubled down. Proved I was right.”

“You were insufferable,” she said.

“I know,” he said.

She squeezed his hand.

“Still are,” she added. “Just… in a more endearing way.”

He laughed softly.

They sat there, fingers linked, listening to her brother heckle a game show and her uncle snore in the other room.

It was… ordinary.

After the night they’d just had, it felt miraculous.

***

Later, as they walked to the subway together, breath puffing in the cold, he slid his hands into his pockets.

“Stay?” he asked. “Tonight?”

She smiled up at him.

“Am I going to have to carry you up your own stairs?” she asked. “You look about ten minutes from face-planting.”

“I’ll make it to the bed,” he said. “Probably.”

She considered.

Press day tomorrow. Interviews scheduled.

But the fear in his voice earlier, the way his shoulders had slumped at the table… it all tugged.

“Yeah,” she said. “I’ll stay.”

Thank God it’s working, she thought as they descended into the station, shoulder to shoulder.

Stretched. Strained.

But holding.

For now.

They would see how far it could go before the load shifted again.

And whether they’d built enough fault tolerance, between them, to handle it.

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