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Blood Moon Bride

Chapter 10

Aftershocks

The camp never really slept that night.

Wolves moved quietly between tents, checking wards, sharpening weapons, murmuring over maps.

The air held a strange, suspended quality, like the moment before a storm breaks.

Juno sat outside her tent, knees drawn up, a blanket wrapped around her shoulders despite the extra heat her wolf generated.

The sky above was clear.

Stars glittered.

The blood moon, on its third and final rise, was fuller now, a swollen red coin just clearing the highest peak.

Mira sat beside her, back against the same log, braid trailing over her shoulder.

Kellan paced a few yards away, chewing on a piece of dried meat like it had personally offended him.

“You should sleep,” Mira said softly. “Both of you.”

“I will,” Juno lied.

“I can hear your lie through the bond,” Riven muttered in her head.

She rolled her eyes.

*You need sleep more than I do,* she thought back. *You did most of the pushing.*

*We both did,* he replied. *And I napped for a day. I’m good.*

She snorted under her breath.

“Talking to him?” Kellan asked, not looking at her.

Juno hesitated.

“Yes,” she said. There was no point lying to him. Not again.

He nodded, jaw ticking.

“What’s he saying?” Mira asked.

“Mostly that my brain’s loud,” Juno said.

Mira’s lips curved. “Accurate,” she said.

Juno bumped her shoulder.

An uneasy quiet settled.

Finally, Kellan stopped pacing and came to lean against the log facing them.

He braced his elbows on his knees, hands dangling.

“I’m not going to pretend this doesn’t hurt,” he said abruptly. No preamble. That was his way. “Watching you…stand in a circle with him. Hearing you scream. Knowing I can’t be…in there.”

Juno’s chest squeezed.

“I know,” she said softly.

He held up a hand. “Let me say this all at once,” he said. “Or I’m going to chicken out and go back to making stupid jokes.”

She nodded.

He looked at the ground as he spoke.

“For a long time,” he said, “I told myself I didn’t want a mate. That I was happy with…us. With what we had. No strings. Easy. I thought…if I wanted more, it would just…break things.”

Juno’s heart pounded.

Mira stared at him, eyes huge.

“So I didn’t say it,” he went on. “Even when I…fell. A little. More than a little. I told myself it was fine. That someday your bond would snap and I’d…step aside. Like it was some abstract story. Not…this. Not *him.*”

He laughed, a short, bitter sound.

“The universe has a sick sense of humor,” he said. “Because now I don’t get to be…noble. Or magnanimous. I just get to watch you tie yourself to a walking curse and *care* if he lives. Like an idiot.”

Juno’s throat burned.

“Kell—”

“No,” he cut in gently. “This isn’t a…confession to make you feel guilty. Or to make you choose. You already *chose.* This bond chose you. And what you’re doing with it… I’m proud of you. I hate it. And I’m proud.”

Her eyes stung.

“But,” he said, voice roughening, “I need you to know that when this is over—whether we win, or lose, or half-win and half-lose—I’m…not going to be your…occasional warm body anymore. I can’t be. It hurts too much.”

Tears pricked.

“I know,” she whispered. “I…knew. When the bond snapped. That we…couldn’t…”

He nodded. “I just needed to say it out loud,” he said. “So I stop…reaching. In my head. For something that’s…done.”

She swallowed hard.

“I love you,” she blurted.

His head jerked up.

His eyes widened.

“Not as a mate,” she rushed on. “Not…like that. Not the way I…might…love…” Her voice faltered on the next word. She swallowed it. “But I do. You’re…home. You’ve been home for a long time. That doesn’t…go away.”

He stared at her.

Then exhaled, slowly.

“Same,” he said simply. “Different…shapes. But…same.”

Mira sniffled loudly.

“If either of you makes me cry, I’m ripping both your throats out,” she said thickly.

They all laughed, shaky.

Kellan reached out and squeezed Juno’s ankle.

“Don’t die,” he said.

“You too,” she replied.

Mira snorted. “Neither of you are dying,” she said. “I forbid it.”

“Bossy,” Juno muttered.

“Learned from you,” Mira shot back.

Juno smiled.

The bond hummed.

*How’s your soap opera going?* Riven asked dryly.

She rolled her eyes. *You’re listening,* she accused.

*Hard not to,* he said. *You three radiate feelings like a bonfire.*

*Jealous?* she needled.

He hesitated.

*A little,* he admitted. *I never learned how to…have that. Pack. Friends. Joking in the face of stupid plans. I had it once. Long time ago. Before.*

Her heart squeezed.

*You’ll have it again,* she thought before she could stop herself.

He snorted. *Optimist,* he said.

*No,* she replied. *Stubborn.*

He conceded that with a small mental shrug.

Time slid.

Wolves moved to and fro, checking gear.

Lysa strode past, barking a few last orders.

“Everyone in human form until we say otherwise,” she called. “No one goes beyond the second ward line. Pups stay in the inner ring. Mates stay together. No lone wolves.”

A low murmur of assent answered.

Juno’s wolf pricked her ears.

She felt…caged.

Not by the wards.

By anticipation.

Her muscles itched.

She wanted to *move*.

“Walk?” Mira suggested quietly, as if sensing it.

Juno nodded.

They rose.

Kellan stayed, taking up a watch position near their tent.

“No running,” he called after them. “You trip and crack your skull, I’m not carrying you.”

“Liar,” Mira sang.

They walked the perimeter of the inner camp, near the lanterns.

Past the training ring. Past the cooking pits. Past the old mating circle.

Juno paused at its edge.

In the red-tinged darkness, the stones glimmered faintly.

So many pawprints layered here.

So many lives changed.

“So,” Mira said softly, stepping beside her. “How does it feel, being…bound? Even…fake-bound.”

Juno swallowed.

“Like I’ve been walking on one leg for years without knowing it,” she said slowly. “And suddenly, there’s…another. Not one I know how to use. Not one I entirely *trust.* But it’s there. And now I can’t stop…wanting to move with it.”

Mira’s eyes glistened. “That’s…beautiful,” she said. “And terrifying.”

“Yeah,” Juno said. “That’s about right.”

They stood there a moment longer, then moved on.

At the northern edge, the cage stood empty now.

Riven had been moved closer to the ritual circle, under heavier wards.

The sight of the vacant bars gave Juno a strange shiver.

He’d become…part of her mental map of camp.

Seeing the space without him felt wrong.

“You okay?” Mira asked.

“Yes,” Juno said. “No. I don’t know.”

“Welcome to the last three days,” Mira said drily.

They finished their circuit and returned to their tent.

Lysa’s voice rang out again, cutting through the gathering dark.

“Positions!” she called. “Last night. Make it count.”

Juno’s stomach flipped.

Here we go.

***

The ritual circle was…different tonight.

The lines the elders had drawn still pulsed faintly, but some were cracked. New sigils had been added, overlaying the old.

The jar with the…tooth…sat on a pedestal just outside the ring, encased in another web of runes.

It pulsed faintly, in time with Juno’s headache.

Wolf after wolf took their places around the circle.

The three alphas. The betas. The elders.

Riven stood at the center already, chain attached to a different stone now, his posture taut.

He looked better than earlier.

Color had returned to his cheeks. His eyes were clearer.

The brand at his throat, though, was angrier. Redder. The skin around it inflamed, as if something under it had been riled.

He watched her approach, something like relief and dread mingling in his gaze.

“You came,” he said softly.

She snorted. “You thought I’d hide?”

He shrugged one shoulder. “Wouldn’t blame you,” he said. “My head feels like bees and knives.”

“Same,” she said. “We match. Again.”

He huffed. “We’re getting awfully good at that,” he said.

She stepped into the circle.

The air inside hummed.

Her wolf perked, ears forward.

Everyone else faded a bit.

It was just him.

Her.

The circle.

The looming red moon overhead.

It bathed his skin in crimson.

He looked…otherworldly.

Dangerous.

Beautiful.

She swallowed.

“You ready?” she asked.

He laughed, low. “No,” he said. “But I’m here.”

“Good enough,” she said.

Irena’s voice rose again, thinner tonight, but still sharp.

“Old magic,” she croaked. “New story. We bit you. You bleed. If you come, you come knowing we have teeth.”

The other elders murmured assent, hands already moving.

This time, there would be no name-calling.

No formal invitation.

Mother Below knew they were here.

She’d come if she wanted.

The jar on the pedestal pulsed.

Once.

Twice.

The air thickened.

Juno’s heartbeat synched with it.

So did Riven’s.

So did…something else.

The shadows under the trees deepened.

The ward-stones flared.

*Round two,* the voice slid into their minds, colder now. Less amused. More…intent. *You stole from me.*

“You took from us first,” Lysa said, voice iron.

*I take what falls,* Mother Below said. *Mountains drop. Wolves dig. Deals are made. You all know the rules.*

“You twist the rules,” Irena snarled.

*That is what rules are for,* the Maw said. *To bend.*

Her presence slammed into the circle.

This time, there was less testing.

More…force.

The net the elders had woven groaned.

Juno felt it strain.

Her hand flew instinctively to Riven’s.

Their palms met.

Pain flared.

Connection followed.

The bond yanked them together like a magnet.

“Do we do the words again?” he gritted out.

“Probably,” she gasped.

“On three,” he said. “One, two—”

They spoke together again.

“I bind my teeth to my pack,” they said, voices overlapping. “Not to hunger. Not to holes.”

The ground shook.

The jar rattled.

The…tooth…inside glowed.

Mother Below *screamed*.

This time, it wasn’t just in their heads.

The sound tore through the clearing, a high, piercing wail that made wolves clap their hands over their ears, teeth bared in pain.

Some dropped to their knees.

Juno’s vision blurred.

Blood trickled from her nose again.

Riven snarled, blood dripping from his as well.

*You think you can keep it?* Mother Below howled. *You think a jar and some rocks can hold *me*?*

The jar shuddered.

Cracks spiderwebbed along its surface.

“Shit,” Soren spat. “That’s not good.”

“Hold!” Irena screamed. “Hold the lines!”

Wards flared.

The net tightened.

The jar’s cracks stopped spreading.

Juno’s grip on Riven’s hand slipped.

She re-clenched.

The bond burned.

Something inside it…shifted.

Not breaking.

Changing.

Her wolf roared.

His wolf howled.

For a moment, they weren’t two wolves.

They were one.

One creature, with stone under its paws and pit-walls in its past, with jaws full of stubbornness and loss.

They sank their teeth into the line Mother Below had always used as a leash.

And *chewed.*

The brand at Riven’s throat *ripped*.

He screamed.

So did she.

Blood spurted.

The circle reeled.

The mark—pale, crescent, jagged—split down the middle.

For a split second, Juno saw something dark and root-like *writhing* under his skin.

Then the combined force of their bite and the elders’ net yanked.

The root ripped free.

Riven’s back arched.

Juno’s muscles spasmed.

The root—black, slimy, wrong—flew out of his neck like a flung worm.

It hit the inside of the circle and *sizzled* against the runes.

Then it shot toward the jar, as if pulled.

It slammed against the glass.

The tooth inside flared, sucking it in.

For a split second, the jar glowed.

Then the wax seals burst.

The runes cracked.

The glass exploded outward.

Shards hung in the air like frozen rain.

The…piece…of Mother Below—now root and tooth and something else—hung suspended, writhing.

Raw.

Exposed.

Hurt.

A shriek tore through the clearing.

Juno didn’t know if it was hers, Riven’s, Lysa’s, or the Maw’s.

Maybe all of them.

Lysa’s voice cut through, hoarse.

“Now!” she roared. “Teeth!”

Wolves shifted.

The sound of bones cracking, fur bursting, filled the air.

Juno let go.

She dropped to all fours, her wolf erupting out of her with a snarl.

Beside her, Riven’s wolf burst free, darker and bigger than before, the brand at his throat a torn, bleeding mess of fur and flesh.

They lunged as one.

Every wolf in the circle did.

At the *piece*.

They tore into it.

Not with claws.

With…everything.

Every memory of loss. Every scream swallowed. Every night awake in the dark.

They fed it back.

Mother Below’s presence convulsed.

*Stop,* she hissed. *Enough.*

They didn’t.

They bit and bit and bit.

Until the thing in the air—root and tooth and wrongness—shuddered.

Cracked.

Exploded into dust.

The world…shook.

Then, suddenly, horrifyingly…

Went quiet.

Juno landed on the ground hard, paws splayed.

Her ears rang.

The runes on the stones went dark.

The ward-stones at the treeline dimmed.

The oppressive weight in the air lifted.

Too much.

Her wolf whined, confused.

Slowly, shakily, she shifted back.

Naked skin hit cold dirt.

She sat up, chest heaving.

Riven lay a few feet away, also human again, sprawled on his back, chest rising and falling fast.

Blood streaked his neck where the brand had been.

It was gone.

In its place was a ragged scar, already beginning to scab.

His eyes were wide.

The bond between them hummed.

Different.

Less…taut.

More…theirs.

“Did we…” Juno croaked. “Did we kill her?”

Irena laughed.

It was a wild, breathless sound.

“Child,” she said. “We ripped out one of her tongues. Maybe a finger. She’s too big to die from that.”

Juno’s shoulders slumped.

“But,” Irena went on, eyes fierce, “we showed her something she has never seen. Wolves biting *back.*”

Lysa stepped into the circle, shaking slightly.

Her hair was disheveled. Blood smeared her face.

Her eyes burned.

“She’s gone,” she said. “From here. For now. I can’t…feel her. Not like before.”

Juno let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding.

Wolves around them sagged, some shifting back to human, panting.

Bram was on his knees, one hand pressed to the ground, as if feeling for vibrations.

Soren leaned against a stone, laughing weakly, blood on his thigh.

Mira stumbled into the circle, half-shifted, fur receding, tears streaking her face.

“You crazy idiots,” she sobbed, dropping to her knees beside Juno. “You *did it.*”

Juno laughed, then choked on it.

“We did *something*,” she said.

She turned her head.

Riven lay there, staring at the sky.

His hand lifted, brushing tentative fingers over the scar on his neck.

He flinched.

Then smiled.

Slowly.

Tentatively.

It hit her harder than any scream.

He looked…lighter.

Not fixed.

Not healed.

But…freer.

She crawled to him on shaking limbs.

“Kiss it,” her wolf urged, shameless.

She shoved that down.

“Hey,” she said hoarsely, sitting near his shoulder. “You look like you lost a weight.”

He laughed, rough. “Feels like I lost a head,” he said. His voice cracked.

She reached out before she could overthink it and pressed her fingers gently around the edges of the scar.

Not on it. Just near.

Heat radiated from it.

The bond hummed.

She felt…emptiness there.

Where something had been.

A space.

Not a hole.

A clearing.

“You’re not…hers,” she whispered.

His eyes met hers.

Whatever snark he’d had died.

“No,” he said. “I’m…mine.”

Emotion punched her.

Her eyes blurred.

He reached up—slowly, like she was a wild animal that might bolt— and brushed his thumb lightly over her cheek.

“Thank you,” he said softly. “Mountain.”

Her breath hitched.

“You did just as much,” she said.

He shook his head, then winced. “Doesn’t matter,” he said. “We did it…together.”

She swallowed.

“Yeah,” she said. “We did.”

Around them, wolves began to cheer.

At first, it was scattered, disbelieving.

Then it swelled.

Howls rose.

Triumphant. Raw.

Not victory, not fully.

But a wound dealt.

A line drawn.

The three alphas looked at each other over the circle, bloodied and exhausted.

Lysa’s mouth curved, feral.

“Mother Below,” she said, voice low. “You learned something tonight.”

Bram snorted. “Don’t fuck with mountain wolves,” he said.

Soren laughed, teeth flashing. “We bite,” he said.

Juno leaned her forehead briefly against Riven’s.

The contact sent sparks skittering down her spine.

“Don’t you dare die now,” she murmured.

He huffed a laugh that shook his battered chest.

“Wouldn’t dream of it,” he said.

Their slow burn had survived its first inferno.

Ahead lay ashes, rebuilding, and a hundred new dangers.

But for the first time since the bond snapped, Juno didn’t feel like she was walking into the dark alone.

She had her pack.

She had her alpha.

She had a cursed, broken, stubborn wolf whose chains were finally, *finally* cut.

And somewhere, deep under the mountain, a god nursed its wounds and learned a new word:

Fear.

The story wasn’t over.

It had barely begun.

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